Yes, I’m quoting ‘Mr Brownstone’ by Guns N’ Roses. No, I’m not talking about taking heroin (You’ll all be glad to hear). I just couldn’t think of a better way to describe my addiction to running.
A little over 3 years ago I decided to give running a try. Being 5′ 5″ and a smidge, weighing in around the 16st mark, there was a sense of trepidation about running the streets of Aberdeen. I finally decided to lace up the trainers and head out and, quite literally, pound the pavement. I didn’t go very far, I didn’t go very fast but it was a start.
I never set out to with any specific goals in mind, just run a few times a week to help me lose some weight. Then, the little got more and more. I got up to 5k, then 10k. As Axl says “I just keep trying to get better, just a little better than before”.
So two years after it all began I found myself on the start line at the Edinburgh half marathon. It’s fair to say I was bricking it, I’d spent the last two years running on my own and I now found myself in a pen with a few hundred other people ready to run from the city centre out to musselburgh. Having been struggling with shin splints through out training, forcing me to do very little in the two weeks leading up to the race, I just hoped my legs would behave and carry me round the circuit. Not only did they behave, they excelled and carryed me round in 1 hour 55 minutes.
So why did I do a half marathon as my first race? Well, a friend wanted to run the New York Marathon for her 40th and asked who wanted to run with her. Edinburgh was an attempt to see if I had what it took to train for such an event. Six months after standing in my starting pen on Regent Road in Edinburgh, I was standing on Staten Island facing a 26.2 mile adventure through the five bourghs to Central Park.
I thought I’d trained right, got my fueling strategy right and got myself mentally prepared for it. What I didn’t consider was how long a day it would be, up at 4am for breakfast, head to the shuttle bus at 5am, queue for the bus for an hour, a 2 hour bus journey, queue to get into the start compound. Ater all that I still had a 3 hour wait till I had to be in position to start. I was at a different start point to my companions so those 3 hours were spent on my lonesome!
Finally my start time rolled around and as I lined up in the final holding pen, in the last time slot, Axl screamed through my headphone “Do you know where you are? You’re in the jungle baby, you gonna die”. I seriously hoped that this wasn’t an omen of things to come.
The start was amazing, running over the Verrazano-Narrows Bridge in to Brooklyn and seeing the Manhatten skyline against clear blue skys was something that will live long in the mind. My memory of the whole experience is quite hazy, especially the 2nd half of the race. Maybe my mind was trying to block out the pain and just focus on getting me to the finish line. 4 hours 43 minutes 49 seconds after setting off from Staten Island, I crossed the finish line in Central Park. Elated, exhausted and emotional the job was done. The ice cold pint of Brooklyn Lager that followed was probably one of the best pints I’d ever drank!
I haven’t writen this as a look for a pat on the back, its more of a ‘If I can do this then anyone can’ piece. As George McFly once said “If you put your mind to it, you can acomplish anything” and with a bit off effort and shear determination then a truer word has never been spoken.
So, lace up those trainers, put those headphones in, press play on Appitite for Destruction, start moving those legs and when the little won’t do it, make the little get more and more, keep trying to get better, just a little better than before.